So I'm home for Thanksgiving. It's been good to be with family but I've been struggling with thoughts from my past. Things I participated in, and at the time thought I enjoyed, but now these memories are seriously dangerous to my sobriety. Things from my past that I am sorry for, or not proud of are much easier to push out of my head. But these things, I look back and relish the recall.
I think this is a direct result of being away from meetings and the regular elements of my recovery and support. I'm gonna have to decide if I can leave early to go back to the City and make church there on Sunday morning.
# of days sober 38
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